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Mood:  on fire
Now Playing: Welcome to the 2006 Mekole
Topic: A New Me...a New time
Hey Everybody

Well I haven't written in 3 months.....I been changing everday....since my last note..I have moved from Charlotte, NC , I am with a new cast in Menopause the Musical, I am a homeowner and Apartment owner....Changes, changes ,
changes....But through the changes I found out a lot of something about Me!! I am a horder of the past...instead of letting the past go and moving forward ...The past had to let go of me...Now the signs of "it's over Now" were there but I didn't want to see them...remember the lover I talked about the was calling the ex wife all the time and couldn't break ties...well I always said I was done with 'the drama" ..well I found out Mekole was digging the Drama and wouldn't Let it go....but guess what se went back to the ex and has another lover...i was Pissed Off ...butr I can't be mad at her ...she let me know that she would never stop talking to her ex-wife and the pros were better than the cons in their relationship...I was a fool cause the signs were there...I lied to myself ..about how I felt...I lied to you all saying No More Drama....I lied to my heart...and In the lies I ended up hurting myself ...Moral to the story...The truth hurts ...But a lying to self is a soul sacrifice of
sacrificing your soul to pretend and keep your heads in the clouds...not looking at the truth of what's really Not There....I had to face myself and it humbled me ...It gave me a broken ..contrite spirit..
It 's making me see all my flaws and insecurities with Mekole...Why I'm insecure ...well that's the next Blog...welcome to 2006 Mekole

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tithe , trust in God and Watch life change