a change has come over me
Mood:  incredulous
Hey everybody
It's been too long since my last entry....I was finishing up my run of Menopause :The Musical..doing several shows on my own etc.
I am going thru a change ...the no more BS stage.
I am really searching , praying, and finding me daily.

A drastic change has come over my life...I am seeing that North Carolina was important at one stage in my life...but now I am moving to a new stage.....at 1st when the show closed....there was no constant income...them my lover kept a constant line of communication with their ex-lover...going by picking up items for them ,calling them daily...I really got sick of that...then my ex- calling me with the daily ounce of whoa -is -m....i took a mirror looked at myself and said No Thank You... And I made a drastic change ..for me.
I decided to cut out "Drama"
I told my lover if she wants to call her ex- lover all the time and be the food deliver....that she needs to look at her priorities or the realities of she and her ex.....then I told my ex that all ties will be cut between us phone calling etc...because I need NO MORE Drama...Then I started making a list of choices for me ...

What i wanted and didn't'nt want...where I wanted to be where I didn't want to be.

Then I fasted , prayed and depended on the Lord
And believe it My change is coming...
See you soon
Mekole